it's where i want to be this moment

i'm missing amberville, 04-27 too much for my own good.
i'd close my eyes and literally see every corner of each room vividly in my mind.
from the balcony, to the living room, then pass the stairs and "harry potter room", up the stairs to the bedrooms, down the stairs to the hallway, dining room, and to the kitchen.
i've gone beyond reminiscing. i want to return to that place, but it no longer exists.
and then there's rascal, spotted, curled up by the left corner of the door fast sleep.